I am pregnant with anticipation. Long story short, I've been unemployed for OVER two months now. For those of us who have bills to pay, that means I'm past due. I was supposed to hear back from an org., that shall remain undisclosed, today! We'll, its past working hours and a Friday, to boot. I just went on a run because I'd built up tons of nervous energy today, fretting about their decision. Thing is, I don't have any more input. After three interviews and an assignment, I'm done. I need to give it up, birth this sucker and wait to see if its a shining star or not. That's my goal for this weekend since I can't do anything right now. I REALLY want this job, in particular, but I can't hire myself so I just have to relax into it with the confidence that I've done my best and that I'm qualified. Its true, I am.

BTW, the green baby is at the top of this post because the organization I so long to work for is an environmental non-profit. Hence, the green baby of environmental justice.